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702
02:03
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If this is the catalyst to every word I’ve never said, then let this be my final ever breathe.
Cause the words in question, mean nothing when no ones listening. That will always be me... No one ever seems to listen
As of right now, I will exhaust this pen
Of the words... “I will not live to regret again”
Will you live for yourself?... Or for someone else?...
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2. |
To Who This May Concern
02:17
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To who this may concern
If this is my end, come watch it burn
As I spit gasoline on every fucking word
For what it’s worth...
My mother’s dead and dads gone missing, ive lost my sister to vicious addiction, if my bloodline defines me I think I know what part I was missing
And if there is a god
I think she maybe beside me
But soon my hope lit fades to disbelief
My resolve to change
Soaked inside of gasoline
As I burn this family tree
The golden child‘s so easy to be when everything is being torn apart around me
And a damaged past is not all that bad
Until I see what part everyone plays
And how it has projected onto me
We share a name, but you know nothing about me
Would you like to know something tragic?
So tragic...
I wont be thankful for what you’ve gave me, won’t spend my life digging and scrapping, for a search of purpose so not worth it, fuck this life I’d rather burn it
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3. |
See Death
02:34
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So do I keep going or is this just one big mistake ?
Fuck it I'll keep going, ill give as much as it takes
I’m bleeding out my chest
Done holding my breathe
Im exhaling as fast as I can
Another voice misled
Another moment wasted
Wasted on living dead
I can't waste more time
I wasted everything
On a past I cant rewind
Failure can only stop us now
but I'll keep giving
Till this heart runs out
And sure, what they say, it sometimes gets to me.
But I know, for sure, this is right for me
Now watch me, give everything that I have to
Or you can, turn your back, and watch us live this
You can fall behind with the rest, cause I'm not stopping till I see death
SEE DEATH
If a spark is all it takes, I'll burn bridges till the fire breaks
SEE DEATH
This is all I have, i'm giving everything until i see death
This is the only thing that makes me feel alive, cause when the music stops I'm dying on the inside
This is it, the end, my farewell and goodbye, my heart beats its last as I sink to the other side
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4. |
You Are The Bastard
02:32
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At first Ill admit this was hard to take in
And now you’ve really got me fucked up this time
It’s gotten harder to breathe, harder to be
And I still struggle with my own sense of self
Hearing you recite the verse
“If actions speak louder than words”
Makes me want to break the record
Cause your the most silent voice that I’ve heard
Communication was so scarce
Or maybe you just didn’t care
Friends help when you struggle the most
All you helped with was making me feel lowest of low
What else did you have to say?
Besides that "I’m so sorry”
You had a chance to do so many things
yet you did absolutely nothing
Fuck saying goodbye cause I’ve tried
Almost every single time
I’ve torn my own sense of wrong and right
You’ve made me question my own life
And I wish I could say that this is easy
however the way you’ve got me right now..
I’ve never felt so damn pathetic just for someone to not understand how the fuck it feels to be affected by another’s actions
Because somehow you just didn’t get the message
You chose to not fucking listen
You wack motherfucker, you are the bastard
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5. |
This Kid Is Not Alright
01:42
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This is where my heart lies
A busted stage a broken mic
If this is all we have
I️ guess life’s not that bad
This is where my youth goes
Burnt out on broken homes
Another Friday night, what a relief
Except it’s not killing me
What else could I️ possibly say
Like a drug being shot in my veins
It’s not what I want, this is what I need
It’s so much more than kids that scream
I️ never thought that all these late nights
Would be all it takes to change our lives
I️ promise you there’s a point to this
But kid, you’ve fucking missed it
YOU
ARE
TOO
STUCK
IN
HOW
YOU’RE
SEEN
JUST
LET
GO
OF
EVERY
THING
This is more than just six strings
Being played over a broken beat
The only thing that makes me feel
ANYTHING
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6. |
Regret Again
03:40
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And if I would describe this, I would scream a FEVER DREAM, the type of dream that will never be, left us breathless broken and empty
The night is here, you never sleep
You hate the sun cause you can’t take the heat
Why give a heart? if it doesn’t beat
Why did I stay? when this destroyed me
And even if this hurt me so
Every mistake so “excusable”
Letting my heart get the best of me
Putting you before the air I breathe
You always said you were on my side, until I started saying what was on my mind, it’s as if I was blind and you were kind and needed a way to pass the time
But I cant hate you for wanting change, but when you say you want it then act the same, the impulse to hold on is breaking me, and you will never ever see
Yet I cannot blame you, and as painful as it is to say, it’s obvious our eyes for each other were never meant to meet
And I, wish i, was not telling you the truth
But honestly, how you left me, Im at a record breaking low
Of all the words I chose to be, scratched into this fucking sheet, that was once your song, and now it is your elegy
Burnt at both ends from trying to pretend that I am fine. But we know that is a lie.
That I tell time to time, line by line, and if I would describe this, I will scream all my life
When we look back
Its all the same
Killing myself just to make you feel okay
Giving my life, to watch you fade
And though I’ll miss that beat in your chest
I will not live to REGRET AGAIN
And though I love your smile to death
I will not live to REGRET AGAIN
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Hellbent Essex, Maryland
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